Apologies and hope for forgiveness

I've made a mistake.

Well, I need to tell you guys that the reason I have been out, was because I could not make it.

The reason for this is because my grandmother had been sick for a while.

She was hospitalized three times. 1 time last month, and 2 times within the same week 3 weeks ago (Also the time I had left and didn't tell anyone I would be away). So I had to go out of town because we were worried about her health.

At first, she was in the hospital for the flesh eating disease she had on her leg called "Mercer" I think. Then after some blood work, the doctors were concerned and had to bring her to the hospital because she is diagnosed diabetic, her sugar level was over 600 (which means she should have been in a coma) and she had high blood pressure.

And the medicine she was given to treat the "Mercer" thing was the strongest antibiotic they had, but what it did was made her really sick.

She's been out of the hospital for about a week and a few days, and she seems to be doing okay (Thank you God.) and she's been up and at'em almost like she used to. (She's always been the type of person that's always on the move, always busying herself with something.) So to see her like this is upsetting for me. I thank you for your understanding.

I've also been texting my bf every now and then to see how things are going on with him while away, and he's doesn't seem to be going very well, and I've just been worried about him, and so many things just seem to fall apart all at once this summer....

I'm still out of town, and I've gotten this chance to check on the guild to see how things are going and apologize for me being away without notice.

It's okay Shady. I got most things covered.
We will await your return and hope your grandmother gets well!

Yes Shugo, I could just kiss you for all the things you've accomplished!

I understand since my Nan was at deaths door during my last visit (my parents thought she would die before the night) and it was so bad that the doctor decided that taking her to a hospital wouldn't help her and that antibiotics was the best that could be offered. She suprised everyone by getting better (I forgot what illness she had).
I know how difficult that can be.

May your grandmother remain strong.